I started this site two days ago to find you. My future wife. I know you are out there somewhere. Maybe even praying for me right now. I know I am praying for you every day. Praying your path is easier than mine. That you have had an easy life. Because I don’t want you to hurt. I don’t want you to cry. I don’t want you to suffer. I want you to smile and laugh every day. Not a worry in the world.
One day you will submit your application on here, maybe excited, maybe a little afraid, but you will send it nonetheless. You will be brave just like I know you can be. You will feel something. Maybe this is it. And it will be. When I watch your video, my soul will recognize you, and I will know you are the one. I just know I will.
I bought a cross to remind myself who I am and where I am going (to you, of course!) and to always stay true to you no matter how much the loneliness hurts.
Also, I will light a candle every night in your honor until we meet. It’ll be my way of being close to you. In some way, it feels like that flame is actually you. And in that sense, you are already home. Already with me. But one day you will be for real. In 2228 days you might see me for the very first time. I will wait for you until then. Through loneliness and suffering because I know you will be worth it. And I will create a beautiful life for you so you can have everything you deserve.
I love you already.
Your future husband,
Mr. Ladegaard
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