I’m preparing to become the man you deserve. I’ve identified 16 things I need to improve to become that man, and I’ll be working on those things over the next 2227 days, so you get a husband you can be proud of. The kind you’ve already dreamed of.
I’m not perfect right now. Yesterday I found out that I made a mistake. I had translated a fraudulent donation campaign that accepted money based on a false premise. I should have been more discerning when choosing to do the job. However, when I realized the mistake I made, I corrected it. I went to the police station to surrender all the information I had on the criminal and I requested that the platform I did the work on take back the money I got from the job. I want nothing to do with criminal activity. Least of all money. I believe God was testing me. Would I do the right thing and own my mistake? I did. But I didn’t do a perfect job. It shouldn’t have come to this at all. I need to trust my gut more. I knew something was fishy from the get-go. But with God’s help I will become better and become a husband who will lead you well.
I also finally started writing again after four months of a horrible writer’s/general working block. It was a side effect of finding God. I needed to work through a lot of things in my head, but I promise myself and you that I will never be this weak again. I will be a strong husband for you. It’s full steam ahead now, and I will work tirelessly to ensure that you will live a life full of luxury and comfort. I will work hard so you never have to. That’s my promise to you.
I continue to light a candle for you every night. I look at it and I see you. You’re out there and I’m coming to find you when I’m deserving of you. In 2227 days.
I’ll see you “soon.”
Your future husband,
Mr. Ladegaard
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