I went to Copenhagen today before my flight to Krakow tomorrow. I did manage to light a candle for you before I left though. I won’t ever not light a candle for you because you are the most important person in the world to me even now… before I know your voice, know your face, and know your name. I light it to feel your presence, to feel the light guiding me toward you. It’s me calling out for you. Me calling you home.
So, I went to Copenhagen and ate out solo for the first time ever at a nice Vietnamese restaurant. Eating alone was out of my comfort zone, but that is what I need. To constantly push myself so I’ll become stronger for you. I’ll take you to a nicer place when I meet you though. Much, much nicer. And I’ll rent the whole place out for us. It’ll be so romantic. You’ll see.
Otherwise, I just realize that I don’t just want not to say no to things. I want to say enthusiastically yes to everything I’m invited to. I am going to do that from now on. And I’m still trying to fix my tan a bit. Hairline issues but it’ll become easier once I fix my hairline someday soon. I’ll have perfect hair and perfect skin for you. As I said before, I want to be your dream man in every single way.
Right now, I am in my hotel room, wishing you were here. One day, you will be. In a nicer hotel, sure, but no matter how nice it is or isn’t, it’s nothing when you aren’t here. It’s empty. But one day it won’t be. One day we will be married and we’ll go on so many vacations. Just you wait and see, darling. Just you wait and see.
I love you. Sweet dreams.
Your future husband,
Mr. Ladegaard
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